Neo's life 27/03/07.

Well I'll start with introducing my life, who I am and why I think I'm good for mankind.

I'm Neo, and no, I do not like the matrix at all, I've been born in california, after 2-3 months my parents have decided to move to Holland, the cold cold Holland... God will smite them down someday for that...
Suddenly they realised that Neo was a racisistic comment here in dutchland, so they changed my name to Sander, happy me offcourse now I won't get beating from every black guy I told my name hehe.

Shortly after this I turned dutch, with a double nationality, I'm now 18 years of age, and I've never ever returned to california again, simply cause I don't have the money and mostly cause my grandad seems to be rasistic himself.
So where was I? I was 3 months, and got a double nationality, offcourse I was jumping up and down in my bed, cause I could smoke weed and drink beer here in holland, and not to mention I was only 3 months of age! Lol, just kidding.
After this my dad had a very busy life, I must have seen him like once a month on a evening, my mother took care of me most of the time, I went to kinder garden, met some females, but I wasn't interested in them at all, my love was for G.I Joe and the turtles, infact I still have lots of these action figures saved up, batman, G.I Joe, Turtles, ghost busters, Spawn, spiderman, rocket man etc... Pretty cool I still saved that up...
When I reached the age of 5 my parents decided to move out from there parents and decided to move from Amsterdam to a smaller town called Hilversum.
I Don't remember much from my time in Amsterdam, just that there are a lot of criminals there... And nightclubs on friday and saturday evenings... We must have lived above a club or something..
I Had a good time here in Hilversum, a good child hood, didn't contact the police a lot, well I did sometime, but that was cause I shot some footballs through windows.
Thats when I come to the point where I reached a bigger career in playing football, I moved from a small local club to a national famous youth club. I Won't be putting a lot of attention on this part of my life in this blog.
Shortly what happend, when I reached the age of 15, I broke my enckle and the doctors adviced me not to ever play again, I'm still suffering from this injury.

So I when I reached 12 my parents decided to move from a rent house to a 'buy' house, it was newly build, we got the chance to buy the house, and so they did, it was being build, and shortly after that we moved in, it was a house about 3-4 kilometres away from my old house.
A Lot of stuff have changed ever since, I met my best friend, TigerXtrm in that time, but he seemed to be the only friend I made, and considering his home situation this was like half a friend at that time, no hard feelings but when you know the situation you'll understand.

My parents bought a computer when I was 6 yrs, and I got command and conquer from my uncle back in that day , the first part, and when I was 13, I was still playing the damn game, I've never finished it.

I Went to school, same class as TigerXtrm, I had a very high IQ level, but I missed the disciplinaire points, so they decided to put me on average level, which in the end was a big mistake. I Made some criminal friends in that time, and since school was to easy for me, I had time to focus on criminal stuff, my grades were quite good, nothing to worry about, I started using drugs, get in contact with the police a lot blabla.

I'll make a big step from to my early 17th age.
In the meantime TigerXtrm has always been my best friend, he never got seduced by my drugs and helped me from getting off it.

When I turned 17th, I had my exams for my school, pretty massive that I made them, since I didn't even know what the subjects were before I came to school....
I Made my exams, got happy blablabla.
After these exams I met a girl, via my nephew, she was on his school and they had a love hate relation (not in the love way)
I Got here MSN adress, and on the webcam she looked very hot, I said to myself, unreachable, even Tiger saw her on the webcam and said: dude go jack, she's unreachable...
So I still had contact with her, I wasn't interested in girls anyway, but somehow she got attracted to me. I Didn't notice this since I still had the thought of her being out of a my league.
We decided to meet each other, I can't say it was love on first sight since we had seen each other on pictures, but it sort of was. We met each other a week before she went on a 4 week vacation, fully in love, she left.... My heart was broken, I had to trust her but it was so damn hard after 1 week, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep for 4 weeks, Tiger and offcourse my parents were there for me, which I'm still thankfull.
It was the ultimate test for a relation, when she got back, I saw her again and it was all like it used to be the week before, it felt like I knew her for ages, I was so happy, but the next day I had to smove on vacation myself for 10 days, it was a vacation with my sister, my sister is very close to me, for all my 18 years of life I have failed to put her in here yet cause she's family, but me and my sis are very close to each other, she is now 23 and very important for me.
I Didn't enjoy the vacation cause it seemed that I had flight fear, so I kinda fucked up by that, and offcourse cause I missed my girlfriend (Tamara)
I Got back and yes she was still there for me, me happy, she happy, all happy!
I Started a teacher education, yeh some sick braincell thought I had it in me to become a teacher, boy was he wrong, after 6 months it was like: ZOMG NO! DOUBLE YOU TEE EFF IS YOUR PROBLEM BOY!
So I quited that goal after 6 months, I sat at home, and started working at a butcher, after working there for 4 months I went back to school, higher education, the story now reaches it's end, I'm now 18 and a half, and at the story I'm early 18.
I Went on vacation with my girlfriend, which was very exciting cause I never went alone (except with my sis offcourse) it went great, we survived it together and we'll do it again this year.
So I started a new school, I wanted to catch up what I missed, I started with people of the age of 15-16.... and me being 18, you can automaticly see that this won't work, so it's end march now, and I'm looking for a job, I'm still on the school but I'm looking for a job so I can go off from that school asap.
So, I want to be a butcher, I still work as a butcher in weekday evenings, I adore this proffesion, but it's not something I want to do all my life, it would be a waste of my capacities, but for now, it's great to be a butcher, and I hope the future brings me a job.

So this is the end of my life so far, there are 3 very important people in my life that have made me to what I am now, TigerXtrm, we both seem to have the most annoying sense of humor, but can have a serious talk from time to time.
My sister, she just needs a look at me and she know there's something wrong, she's great.
My girlfriend, last on the list but not mentioned, she is the love of my life, I love her and she's very supportive.
And offcourse my parents, but they fail since they have created satan.

Hoped you enjoyed reading this.

/TehNeo